Friday, August 17, 2007
Lovey-dovey nicks & personal spaces. What do all those meant?
Conclusion i have drawn: New found love, new found girl; new found fetish.
Why does he have to keep doing this? Is it all that easy forgetting someone? All so smooth & facile that you could just completely erase memories of that being, that someone whom you had became so close with.
I was taught that the only time when you could forgot someone in just a facade of time is when that person isn’t of importance at all.
So was I that much of existence to you. So much so that you shaved off parts of your memory cells just to forget everything.
Or was I brooding over it too much. Thinking that you actually cared when all you took me as was a substitute of her.
Those words which made me feel like I’m the luckiest girl but taking them all away with just a 5 min conversation.
How could you be so callous.
i fucking wish I was like you, so it wouldn’t hurt so bad. So surpassingly bad that my throat burns & my heart freezes whenever I see what I see every single day. Those automatic tears.
Please make me forget you soon.
Mya talked bull on 8/17/2007 10:36:00 PM