im sick of being initiative.
im sick of being rejected at the last minute.
im sick of thinking why is that so.
im sick of avoiding reality.
im sick of him being an indecisive moronic freak.

he's not even worth to be my friend.

I GIVE UP.
someone slap me in the face if i ever talk about him again.

Mya talked bull on 11/08/2007 08:42:00 PM

i dyed my hair on sun and its hideous. horrid. whitish gold got beaten down on the battle against yellowish gold. fuck. i dont wanna look like a minah. =(



trust me when i say its a million times more blondish than this. :/

Mya talked bull on 11/05/2007 08:44:00 PM

so i didnt get a C for enterprise. pardon me, but it seemed as tho it didnt make any difference between speaking up and keeping mum. whatever it is, its still a freakin B.

bar test tmr; WHHEEEEE NOT! having dean as the SM isnt gonna help either.
total suckage.
fuck flu & coughs of 2/min. @%^#$@%

Mya talked bull on 10/23/2007 10:25:00 PM

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Mya talked bull on 10/19/2007 08:15:00 PM

screw Internet connections last night. screw it so hard for disabling me to write RJ for my sexyass sci faci's module.

anyway, awesome party-boogying-groovying session we had in class yesterday guys! my bad for skipping school today. sick lah.
so to that, we SHALL continue on thursday. =)

and back to communicating 101 with him. i wouldnt make stupid asshordic moves anymore. i just want things to remain the way it is now.

Mya talked bull on 10/17/2007 01:17:00 PM

comedy improv went pretty alright for a last min decision.

and jesse love, thank you so much for that lil bus talk just now. =)

Mya talked bull on 10/15/2007 11:07:00 PM

Mya talked bull on 10/14/2007 10:41:00 PM

time to sweep up flakes of cyber dust off my blog. im finally gonna start blabbering down stuff again. what 2 weeks i have had! the play officially ended on the 29th & boy was it the biggest hit! but just as i was about to let off the heat, work came in. poooof.

Mya talked bull on 10/07/2007 10:58:00 PM

pretty in white, we snapped a gazillion of pictures during the breakout. amazing how fast the bond grew in just a week and a half. rated the best lesson out of the last 6 so far, i was mad chuffed that i concentrated hard enuf to last me through the whole 2 meetings.


W46M
check out that sexy yo!
oooooow sexies! =)
girls, girls, girls.



tammy!

i love you fulful! =DDDDDD

production rehearsals got me petered out but i loved those in-between chattery-chat-chat i had with you mates. love you bunch. much violation & harassment occurred among the girls ( if you know what i mean ;) BUT HOLY FUCK, i love you guys! =D

and thanks isk for piggy-back. =)

Mya talked bull on 9/26/2007 11:58:00 PM

it wasnt mega happening @ the flea yesterday. guess it wasnt well publicized. altho i have to admit that it was a fat experience i have had tending the stall and having fun with the girls.

shall do it again soon, this time with more preparation; that i've learnt. haa!

super tongue action. bottom right-hand corner. i want coca-cola. =D cheesy-ball treats. flea bunch.

starbuck's first in-store training kinda sucked ass. I'm allergic to unfriendly specimens. how'd you expect the staffs to be chummy when the asst. manager herself looked like she bites. yikes. talk about partners "helping" each other eh. my asshole.

Mya talked bull on 9/23/2007 06:26:00 PM

first week of school was just gone like that, without me having a single day off & having to get my butt home early. POOPED-OUT from all that mad rush from north to south & all around the island. felt like a messed up piece of worn out tyres.

i miss that asshole bf. =(

flea's tmr & i cant wait baby.

Mya talked bull on 9/21/2007 11:46:00 PM

occasional fluxes of giving up but hang in there mya!

Mya talked bull on 9/19/2007 11:25:00 PM

i got to stay home today, finally after being out for the whole damn week & the weeks before. funny how i miss bumping around at home. been snoozing the whole day & mastered a couple of skills for photography. i deserve a pat. =D

holidays are coming to an end, what a downer!
really do hope new class's gonna be a nut bunch.

Mya talked bull on 9/15/2007 08:05:00 PM

first day of class with starbuck went as smooth & yummy as a ben&jerry's icecream.
made new bunch of chicks&dudes, definitely. call it fate or what, 3 of them are from RP as well.

next lesson is on a mon, official opening after 3 weeks of break. we shall go for the course together, as agreed. =)

i hate to say this but drama's getting alil too asshordic. some ppl just dont know how to keep unnecessary comments to themselves.

Mya talked bull on 9/14/2007 11:52:00 PM

13th of sept marks the day of let-loose oddballs who raided the whole town of Singapore.

Granny on number 12 was wayyy peculiar than she looked. her source of accomplice is her ancient umbrella which she used it as a weapon to attack poor innocent civilians; both verbally & physically. tsktsk. she really cracked us up with her nonsensical act tho. AAAHAA! & jess is right, she reeked of excessive saliva.

number 2 on the list is Mr Indian; this time accompanied by a nicely wrapped package of long metal fins. of all the places to go & of all the people to ask, he HAD to come inside Topshop and approached us to guide him on directions to any place which sells buttoned-up collared shirts.
wtf?!

3rd came in while on the bus ride back home. apparently, The Woman beside me was "rockin" to her mp3. felt as tho a boom box was placed right beside me. but the weird thing was, she was MAD grooving to it, so much so that i could feel vibrations. gee. her head was like a roller coaster. hilarious really.

case closed.
good night. =)

Mya talked bull on 9/13/2007 11:45:00 PM